On my workouts.... I tried something...

Different....

Like a late evening 7:40 pm TRX class. 

11 stations.... 45 seconds per station.... 3 rotations....
45 minutes of kick ass workout. 

First time I've ever done it and I loved it. 

Workouts are going great!

On other areas of life...

I've worked so hard...

For so long...

With no progress...

I've basically....

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

[chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

[chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

[bridge]
Goddddddd!!!!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
[end bridge]

[chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

But that's OK. You can't be good at everything. 

It's been a long time since I heard this song and I forgot how much I loved it.