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Sunday, November 29, 2015

Welcome to My Dope Show!

Out with Texas Hippie Coalition and in with....

In This Moment!

Kinda the way I'm living my Life right now.

Gotta say Maria Brink is one tough looking chick!


One of the best looking plates I've seen in a long time.....

Grilled potatoes, radicchio, Ribeye and veggies -  Yummie!


Another one of those Save Me from Myself songs....

"Take The Bullets Away"
(feat. Lacey Sturm)
I've got my finger on the trigger
One bullet in the gun
And I'm spinning the revolver
Thinking this could be the one

I tried to find religion
To see what I'd become
I was ruined by the world
But I blamed it on the Son

Am I worthless?
Am I filthy?
Am I too far gone for a remedy?
Will you help me?
'Cause I'm dying
To be something more than a memory
If I reach out
Can I trust you?
Will you help me see the light of one more day?
Take the bullets away
Take the bullets away

I've tried to build resistance
I've tried to start a war
But no one ever listened
I've bottled up the storm

Am I worthless?
Am I filthy?
Am I too far gone for a remedy?
Will you help me?
'Cause I'm dying
To be something more than a memory
If I reach out
Can I trust you?
Will you help me see the light of one more day?
Take the bullets away
Take the bullets away

You're so disarming
There's nothing left to fear
You're so disarming
I'd drop all my weapons to show you that I'm not afraid
Take the bullets away
Take the bullets away

Am I worthless?
Am I filthy?
Am I too far gone for a remedy?
Will you help me?
'Cause I'm dying
To be something more than a memory
If I reach out
Can I trust you?
Will you help me see the light of one more day?
Take the bullets away
Take the bullets away
Take the bullets away
Take the bullets away
Take the bullets away


It's kind of amazing that I can find absolutely NO ONE in Santa Fe that listens to this type of music.

Since music listening and appreciation is so much a part of my life, it is a huge disconnect!


Probably my favorite In This Moment song....

Love is Hate and Hate is Love - 

Sometimes....Pushing away is the only way to draw nearer.....


"Blood"
I hate you for the sacrifices you made for me
I hate you for every time you ever bled for me
I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me
I hate you for never taking control of me

I hate you for always saving me from myself
I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else
I hate you for always pulling me back from the edge
I hate you for every kind word you ever said
I'll bleed you dry now

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I'm not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I'm a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I'm not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I'm a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

I love you for everything you ever took from me
I love the way you dominate and you violate me
I love you for every time you gave up on me
I love you for the way you look when you lie to me
I love you for never believing in what I say
I love you for never once giving me my way
I love you for never delivering me from pain
I love you for always driving me insane
I'll bleed you dry now

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I'm not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I'm a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I'm not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I'm a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

(I hate you, I hate you, I love...)

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I'm not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I'm a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
Shut your dirty, dirty mouth
I'm not that easy

Blood, blood, blood
Pump mud through my veins
I'm a dirty, dirty girl
I want it filthy

I hate you for every time you ever bled for me


So.... what are my Drugs of Choice?

Strong Coffee 
Spicy Well Cooked Nutritious Food
Music that challenges your Mind, Imagination, Spirit and Body
Workouts that leave you on the floor spent and breathless
Cold, Wide Open Spaces with Clean, Fresh Air.....

Welcome to MY DOPE SHOW!


Fuck that fancy rope work....

Just give me some heavy dumbbells and get out of my way!


Can you say deep snow?


Face of a Crazy Man!

Yes - I am at 11000' in a CrossFit Eufaula T-shirt!

"To have what others want.....
You must do what others don't!"


That means breaking trail in waist deep snow for 2 hours!


Here Maria Brink teams up with Shinedown's Brent Smith!


Gorgeous, Haunting, Sensual..... I fucking love it!

"Sexual Hallucination"
(feat. Brent Smith Of Shinedown)
Red lips, a sinister tongue
(I'll taste you until I cant)
Our trip has just begun
(I'll fly with you til the end)
Psychotic voice
(You are in my veins now)
And there's no denying
(There's no denying)
As we both burst into flames

(You'll come down)
There's no coming down
(Higher ground)
Floating over ground
(Out of body)
Out of body
Inner mind
(I'm your slave)
This is what I crave
I'm lost, I'm saved
It's my obsession, possession began
(Physical, psychical, illumination)
Intoxication, Fascination
(Mystical, sexual hallucination)
Sexual (hallucination) Sexual Hallucination

You watch me come undone
(It makes me want you more)
I'm crawling into the unknown
(I'll follow you to the core)
I feel like I'm dying
(I'm right beside you)
You whisper "we're flying"
(There's no denying)
We both converge as one

(Don't come down)
There's no coming down
(Higher ground)
We're floating over ground
(Out of body)
Out of body
Inner mind
(I'm your slave)
This is what I crave
I'm lost, I'm saved
It's my obsession, possession began
(Physical, psychical, illumination)
Intoxication, Fascination
(Mystical, sexual hallucination)
Sexual (hallucination) Sexual (hallucination)
Sexual Hallucination

(I can barely breathe)
I can barely breathe
(I can barely move)
I can barely move
(I can barely) separate (me from) you
This is what I crave
To be your slave

Red lips, Sinister tongue

It's my obsession, possession began
(Physical, psychical, illumination)
Intoxication, Fascination
(Mystical, sexual, hallucination)
Sexual (hallucination) Sexual (hallucination)
Sexual Hallucination


Yep..... another Santa Fe sunset!


Home Sweet Home.....  for now anyway!


Oh yeah.... did I forget to tell ya.....


I love FIRE too!

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